I think I would like to understand the mechanism for the following reasons:
1. To use the dissociation and the dissociation seizure to my advantage,
2. To revenge. I was sent from hospital to hospital for years, and doctors gave me all kinds of unnecessary and harmful treatments. Some of them believed that I faked the symptoms, while the others thought that I was a hopeless case,
3. To satisfy my intelligence curiosity. Possibly, it is because I don’t have access to the medical materials, but I feel that the medical professional does not