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“Why do you wear your hair like that, how come you do not look like most black girls,” they say. I hover in my seat at the lunch table, biting down on my bottom lip to keep from crying. I take each and every insult that comes my way like bullets piercing my heart. My seventh grade self-went home that day and ran to the bathroom. I looked at my appearance and lost any hope that I had in myself. Hating and wishing that I looked like everyone else, just wishing that I was not born into the family that I was in. Finally, deciding that enough was enough I walked into the kitchen and took one of my father’s prescription pills, drowning myself in the bottle. Hoping and wishing that the pain would just go away, only to end up numb and alive. Everything that I was once told was beautiful was washed away by malicious words. To think that I even amounted anything in life made my tears pour down like rushing waterfalls. The girls in my school put thoughts into my head that I never imagined exist. They made me starve myself, cut myself and hit rock bottom. I became so great at putting on a fake smile and seeming happy. As a result of enduring bullying, I became more…

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I felt the blood rushing down my face like a raging river. Out of the corner of my eye I saw some of my friends ward jack off like sailor crew and a mutinous crew member. My friends sat me up and carried me to the backyard. It felt like i was a wounded soldier being carried away by his fellow squad mates. I plopped down on Julia's porch bench.it was cold and I could feel the despair. I heard multiple footsteps come charging out of the backdoor. I closed my eyes and fell asleep to complete…

filled my body, not knowing if I was ever going to see my siblings again, or if I would live to see another day when he got mad. He was dangerous and merciless. Things got worse as I sank into depression. Mum began to criticize, belittle, insult, neglect, and outcast me from the family. Homeschooled with no friends, unable to go outside, not even my own backyard, I now had three more siblings in which we all shared a room. I would sit in that room with nothing to do but count the specks on…

Numb Faces “Oh my god, why me! Why does it have to be me”, I blamed when broken glass hit my face and woke up in a wrecked car. The car was not the same that I had earlier that night, it looked totally different, and everything was a mess. I couldn’t let myself out the car, because the door was stuck. I felt disoriented my body was shaking, tears washed my face, I can’t think straight, I made the biggest mistake of my life. I want to cry out loud, but I do not have the guts to do it, all I felt…

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“I’ve dropped my Brain – My Soul is numb – The Veins that used to run, Stop palsied – ‘tis Paralysis, Done perfecter on stone” (235). The beginning of this poem can be interrupted as being about how Dickinson is stuck, unable to keep going as she is now. Looking at how she repeats herself in a way by using “palsied” and then “paralysis” on the same line. It reinforces the theory that she is stuck as she is. By just focusing on the first stanza a great deal of information can be gathered about…

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