Never have I ever

I never understood how people handle the pain of losing a love one and how difficult the suffering would be for a person. On my part I felt they pain, and love, but never understood it. The first time I ever experience this kind of hurt is when my mother died, I never knew that losing her would cost me a lot of unbearable fear, that’s when I started understanding others pain of losing someone they loved. I have tried to explain this pain I feel, but this nothing in this world that can cover the…

Before the Air Force I never had a plan and was what most would say a wild child. I didn’t have a clue where I was headed in life and worked a dead end job that would never put me anywhere else but living with my mother until she was tired of me and made me leave. I was always out and partying and just had no sense of direction until one day I had a realization and decided to join the world greatest Air Force. People always said the military changed you, I never ever thought it would change me…

parents tell them that they tried their best. I guess that you could say that I was not raised like most children. Ever since I was able to walk my father had me running bases and playing catch. When I was 7, since there were not any softball teams available for me to join, my father even signed me up to play for a boys baseball team. It might have been weird that I was a young girl who played third base, but it was even weirder that I excelled. Ever since then my father has claimed that playing…

the City That Never Sleeps, the Big Apple, the Capital of the World, or Gotham City. Gotham City, at least for me, has more than one meaning. Taking the subway without a defined destination can be exciting, especially with good company. Considering that my friends and I had quite an eventful subway ride, I can’t even begin to imagine the amount of things the subway has been a witness of or will never be a witness of. The subway is full of ghosts, ghosts of the things that could have been, ghosts…

Ever since I was little I always wondered why I was never good enough for anything. I felt like I was not good enough for my family, and I still believe this to this day. My family treats me so different than they do to anyone else. I know I was never good enough in school because no one ever wanted me in their class. I strived for straight “A”s and sometimes that just was not enough. I wanted all the extra credit and higher grades than anyone. I made it a mission to do everything that I could…

truly been the best mom a girl would ever dream of having. You’ve done so much for me and have done so much to protect me from harm. I know that if I’m ever in trouble and need your help, you’ll always jump up and be there as soon as you can. There isn’t a better mom out there for me, you are my mom and nothing will ever, ever change that. You've battled battles with me, you’ve dealt with my so called “father” for seventeen years, you’ve always made sure that I was happy. Even if you weren't…

Have you ever quit on something or someone? After do you regret it or are you glad you did? Well quitting is a big part of life,good or bad. I have quit a lot too. Most of the time I regret it,so I can relate to the Electric Boogaloo. One thing I regret quitting is band because now I never play my trumpet. I really liked it,but now I have no time to practice. So I gradually just stopped playing it and now I have forgot most of the things I learned from band. Also I have lost the ability to play…

instead of what our heart say is right. Ask your self have I ever want to do or say something but did not because some told me I was wrong or I could never be and that I was doomed to be where you are now. If this is you than you let people rule your life; I know I do the same thing. My hearts say I won’t be a single mother raising her son on my own. My heart say that I can reach the stars and have the moon to. My heart say that I am a winner not a loser I can meet greatness with a kiss on the…

Sunshine We are all spoiled, from the day we were born our parents have given us everything that a child could ever want and need. Growing up in a “normal” house with your average family was the dream. It is not until we start reaching our last years of high school and start heading off to college when we realize that life in itself is truly a blessing. Looking back on my childhood, making the basketball team or baseball team was never hard. School always came easy, and tons of people would…

and he always told me how one day he would save up enough to buy it. Sadly, he never got to save up enough money to afford it, his family were going through financial struggles and he always put his family before anything else. My uncle was a great man who would always have a smile on his face and he was loved by everyone around him. My uncle was also very wise and he taught me things no teacher, coach, or mentor ever could. Uncle Dominic had gotten me through the toughest times in my life.…