2004

I was never like this. My views on life, or what I see when I look around me. It was never like this. I am who i am because of the trials and tribulations i believe i was meant to undergo. When i thought i was by myself, i felt as though i was suffocating with no one to pull me up from what i thought i would never recover from. when i was younger i was never religious. i was raised in a christian home, but i never acquired the true faith or beliefs that my parents had. I always felt as though i…

It was the repetitive cycle that I certainly started to notice. Coming home day after day packing boxes for the big. After a few were packed I stored them in the moving container. It was so repetitive I got to the point where some days I just didn’t know what to put in the boxes anymore. At this point I just stuffed them full and got on with my night. For me, one thing that I saw that made a big difference in my life was when I moved. Prior to moving I was living in a nice house, in a small and…

The first scale I chose was the self-esteem scale. After filling out this scale I believe that I was high on that particular trait. But, I feel like the scale did a reasonably good job in assessing the trait of self-esteem. The only reason why I personally believe that the scale did not do a great job in assessing the trait is because of a couple of the questions. For example, the fourth question asks “I seldom feel blue”. This question to me, does not relate to self-esteem. Seeing that everyone…

A few weeks later we drove to the cemetery to visit your wife. The narrow road to her grave was blocked by people and cars for a funeral. There was one particular car that was blocking the whole road. The car was running with people in it and the driver was talking to a man standing next to the car. The man was crying. He was hurting just like you and me. I looked out the window with a tilted head as the corner of my lips drooped. I was thinking about her funeral. I told you to just back up and…

The warmth from the apple crisp colored walls welcomed me as i take my first steps on to the deep lavender church carpet, as angels hang from the ceiling and play their mini hearps, my heart is enlighten and tears of joy are brought to my eyes. Michael looks stunned as i waddle down the altar, in my lace, white dress with my face covered by my mother's old wedding veil. Little Emily is truly a bundle of joy. Every step i take she kicks and i've began to think that she's more excited than me. I…

I chose Brianna Harris to write my thesis about because she was the only one with a younger child. Brianna Harris began cross dressing while he was married for 20 years at the time. When his wife found a pair of panties that did not belong to her is when Brianna's wife found out about the cross dressing. With her approval Brianna began cross dressing more in public and feeling more comfortable with living as a woman. He never said what his name was before the transition, but it might have been…

DIRT, WASTE, AND OUTCAST. The golden men in freshly groomed suits would’ve described the outskirt of this deserted place, yet they still manage to stop by once in awhile. I assumed the destination in which every conscious minds would have resisted to stop here, as the valley of ashes laid between their desires; the yellow city of life, itself. It was early noon under the vacant sunlight when two men appeared, almost solidly, at the rusting door of my garage. One I can say, is none-other than…

Being raised in a religious household you are taught that there’s only female or male. The gender that you are born with that is who you are. Although I was born into that environment and believe that marriage is between female and male I do not discriminate or judge those who think otherwise nor do I pressure them to change who they believe they are. As a heterosexual female I do have some disadvantages not just because I am a minority, but also because I am a woman. So, now I imagine what…

What rank are you applying for? Helper How young are you? 13 Are you a Boy or Girl? boy What country do you live in? England Do you have a YouTube or Twitch channel? https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCujp_-t9LQ0Sif4sjOUKiqA Do you have a microphone/headset? yes Why do you want this rank? I would like this rank because I am a reliable , trustworthy, mature person who I believe can help this server grow. The second reason is because I am very active on Teamspeak, Skype meaning I am very accessible…

“He’s never learned when to keep his mouth shut,” Samuel states, before turning to me. “I heard you saved Victor’s and my boy’s life.” “News travels fast.” “Not really. I just ran into Victor. That poor boy couldn’t lie to save his life. One day, we’ll fix that.” “But I’m guessing you’re not here to thank me,” I growl. “You’re not as dumb as you look,” he states. “I’m here asking why you were there.” “Oh, just looking over last night’s footage where I was wandering around, jumping from cliff to…