My Beloved Taylor, Merry Christmas, I love you, and you mean a lot to me. The past two months have been a passion filled whirlwind of emotion, and I have no regrets. I look forward to the many years in our future, and I hope that we spend those years together. You really do mean a lot to me and dating you has not been comparable to anything I have experienced so far. I wanted to take a moment to recount on paper a couple of my most lasting memories of us, and attempt to explain how much they truly did mean to me. I will start at the earliest memory and work my way forward. When you saw Evan and I wearing the same, and took the time to go back to your room to change, and get Caylah to change. I know it was only a small gesture,
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Before that, there were several opportunities for our first kiss that I skipped over. I wish I could say something really romantic like “I was waiting for the right moment” or whatever. Truth be told I was actually just the type of nervous middle school boy that is pictured in all of the movies. I had no clue when was the correct amount of time dating before the first kiss. I had no clue what you were thinking about it, but it was clear that you wanted me to make the first move. I remember hoping that it wasn’t too soon, and I wasn’t going to mess this whole thing up. When we were watching Pitch Perfect 2 in your room, I decided enough was enough and I was going to commit to it. I then spent about half of the movie attempting to calculate the right moment in the show, and in the conversation. I was attempting to find the most romantic line to lead in with. Looking back I don’t really think any of that mattered you probably just wanted me to man up and do it already. In a moment of total risk I put myself out there having no clue how you would react. Since then I don’t regret it at all. You were my first kiss, and I was saving that for a while. There were opportunities in middle school and high school that I passed up to save it for that one moment. It just means a lot to me when we kiss, and I love you a
Before that, there were several opportunities for our first kiss that I skipped over. I wish I could say something really romantic like “I was waiting for the right moment” or whatever. Truth be told I was actually just the type of nervous middle school boy that is pictured in all of the movies. I had no clue when was the correct amount of time dating before the first kiss. I had no clue what you were thinking about it, but it was clear that you wanted me to make the first move. I remember hoping that it wasn’t too soon, and I wasn’t going to mess this whole thing up. When we were watching Pitch Perfect 2 in your room, I decided enough was enough and I was going to commit to it. I then spent about half of the movie attempting to calculate the right moment in the show, and in the conversation. I was attempting to find the most romantic line to lead in with. Looking back I don’t really think any of that mattered you probably just wanted me to man up and do it already. In a moment of total risk I put myself out there having no clue how you would react. Since then I don’t regret it at all. You were my first kiss, and I was saving that for a while. There were opportunities in middle school and high school that I passed up to save it for that one moment. It just means a lot to me when we kiss, and I love you a