My Experience In Love: The Love Of My Life

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Love is an intense feeling of deep affection. Love is a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes that range from interpersonal affection. (www.wikipedia.org) In 2012 is when I thought that I met the love of my life,Darrius McGill. In life it takes trials to realize what is right and what is wrong for you. He made some of the greatest memories in my life,also some of the worst, but being in love blinds you from being able to see those kinds of things.
The beginning of my junior high days started off completely different than the average person. Mine started off with a boy that I couldn’t get off my mind because he was so charming and heartwarming. He told me all the things I wanted to hear to make me feel a way I never have felt
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Nothing was the same as the last relationship we were previously in. Darrius had changed in so many ways good and bad. He seemed to know what he wanted and claimed to be more serious this go around. The first month of our relationship was just getting back to being close to each other again. After a while he literally became my best friend. We talked on the phone every night and sometimes even in the mornings before we got to school. Darrius and I were so in love and close that he met my mom and spent almost every weekend with me. We could not help but to be around each other. He was the one I planned on spending the rest of my life with. Darrius finally took me on a real date at Laheurtas Grill and Bar. That of course was my first date with him. Months have gone by and Darrius starts to act distant towards me and I do not know how to handle the situation. I go to friends for help and the only suggestion I got was “what if he is cheating.” My friends were exactly right! I had gone through his phone and never wanted to look at, talk to, or be around Darrrius at all. Just the thought of him made me sick. I did not understand what i had done to make him even think to do such a thing to a girl like me that loved him with everything I had. I really did not want to break up with him because I loved him so much and knew how much hurt I was going to be in. I decided to stay with him just for that reason. We continued to be a relationship with a bunch of changes, but that did not stop him from doing what he was doing. He continued to cheat and I continued to stay with him, just to save my self from being heartbroken. Our relationship went totally downhill after I came to school to find out such a negative secret. One of my friends showed me a picture of a newborn. I had no idea why she was showing me the picture until she told me to take a second look at it. The infant look exactly like Darrius. My mouth

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