Tita Ruk, fondly remembered how much she loved to read history and how it influenced her poems. Lola was able to create beautiful poems, just as a spider creates beautiful webs. Her words were woven together with great thought and consideration for all her experiences. Furthermore, that Lola wrote poems that were considered, “modern” in her day. Nevertheless, her modern poems won many awards and were even published. One particular poem that she wrote in college and was later published as an award wining poem, “The Realization of Beauty,” echoes to me, her feelings of what it means to be free and empowered and to know yourself. She wrote in her first stanza,
“You are beautiful in the body He created,
Yet I see you beyond the opaqueness of this matter;
That is why there are distances in my gazes,
As seasons in my voices:
For I know you in my secret! (Rosie Escudero, 1949)”
Tita Ruk, said that Lola enjoyed writing poems that were based off of individuals she admired and was inspired by like Jose Rizal, the National of the Philippines. She admired his work ethic and how his poetry spoke of the importance of working. In one of Rizal’s poems, “Hymn to Labor” he writes to the children of the Philippines,
“Teach us ye the laborious work
To pursue your footsteps we wish,
For tomorrow when country calls us
We may be able your task to finish.
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It was very sobering to hear of the atrocities that Lola faced during the war. I can’t imagine all the men of the country leaving to hide for their lives, and the women being in the hands of the Japanese soldiers. I don’t in any way want to paint the picture that women couldn’t fend for themselves and that a man must the the protective shield, but to know that the Japanese took so much control of the women in such a sexual manner is mind boggling to me. For Lola to experience her friends being raped by these men and the men doing it for sport, it hurts my heart. This is a topic that obviously is still present even in our day today, and to know how acceptable it was during a time that was supposedly more “proper,” is also terrifying. I don’t have a lot of thoughts on this because it is so terribly painful to think about, but it is my thought that while my Lola experienced that in her day, I hope that in my generation, the numbers of these atrocities has