Keeping his fears inside, wishing he could get them over with, as the monster quotes, "Your mind will believe in comforting lies while also knowing the painful truths for making those lies necessary" (Ness 204). This summarizes Conor's struggle with fear entirely, he hides it, trying to comfort himself with lies pretending it does not exist to give Conor relief. However, it ended up doing him unbearable suffering. It was not entirely Conor's fault but by hiding his fears he suffers great punishment as the monster says, "You were merely wishing for the end of pain. Your own pain. It is the most human wish of all" (Ness 203). It is human nature to block out fears however, if they are not overcomed then painful conflict comes around. It takes a long time for Conor to over come his fear. When he does, it is almost impossible for him to speak the truth as the monster says, "You were willing to die rather than to speak it" (Ness 204). This shows how hard it is for Conor to overcome his fear, to the point of giving up himself. However it is for the better of Conor because now he will feel no conflict and guilt and no longer feels responsible for the death of his mom. By overcoming his fears, Conor no longer felt the burden of pain and was finally able to face his fear for the better of him. Sometimes to relief one has to go through pain
Keeping his fears inside, wishing he could get them over with, as the monster quotes, "Your mind will believe in comforting lies while also knowing the painful truths for making those lies necessary" (Ness 204). This summarizes Conor's struggle with fear entirely, he hides it, trying to comfort himself with lies pretending it does not exist to give Conor relief. However, it ended up doing him unbearable suffering. It was not entirely Conor's fault but by hiding his fears he suffers great punishment as the monster says, "You were merely wishing for the end of pain. Your own pain. It is the most human wish of all" (Ness 203). It is human nature to block out fears however, if they are not overcomed then painful conflict comes around. It takes a long time for Conor to over come his fear. When he does, it is almost impossible for him to speak the truth as the monster says, "You were willing to die rather than to speak it" (Ness 204). This shows how hard it is for Conor to overcome his fear, to the point of giving up himself. However it is for the better of Conor because now he will feel no conflict and guilt and no longer feels responsible for the death of his mom. By overcoming his fears, Conor no longer felt the burden of pain and was finally able to face his fear for the better of him. Sometimes to relief one has to go through pain