As Codi herself declares: "few people know clearly what they want. Most people can't even think what to hope for when they throw a penny in a fountain" (Kingsolver #). Certainly true of herself, Codi's …show more content…
All throughout her school career, Codi strove fruitlessly for compliance with the social guidelines of her provincial classmates. Within her small town, Codi's substantial height and unsightly orthopedic shoes, the use of which enforced by her father and the aloofness of her father set her apart from other students, though she tried desperately to find herself a place in the hierarchy. "Maneuvering for approval, I'd shortened it [her name] to Codi in the third grade, when Buffalo Bill and the Pony Express held favor with my would-be crowd" (Kingsolver 13). Symbol for her identity, Codi's full name, Cosima, is one of the first aspects of her heritage and, in fact, her character that she sheds; this example displays how willing she was to abandon anything that marked her as different or connected her to her father. Another instance of Codi's inability to commit to her true self, her tendency to fabricate completely a character and achievements for herself illustrates how far she is able to stray, without misgiving, from herself- though even her