Zoom Alternate Ending

It’s been two days since Barry first opened his eyes after that fight with Zoom. Well, fight was kind of a big word since the word usually involve couple of people battling each other out. What happened with Zoom was just a one-sided beat down of the century, a total fiasco. Barry never thought it could be possible to be demolish so harshly, physically and mentally, and survive. For the last two days, where he spend most of it silently watching the ceiling, laying on the bed with his now useless body, he surprised himself thinking that maybe he should’ve die during that fight.
He woke up thankful to be alive, surprised but thankful, that Caitlin was able to save his life. He thought for sure he was going to die when Zoom was dangling him in front of his friends, stabbing him with his clawed-fingers. Waking up again wasn’t expected, but Barry sure was grateful for it. That was until he realized there was no feelings under his hips. He tried to punch his legs as hard as he could, pinched them, but he couldn’t feel a …show more content…
Or that’s how Barry’s stubborn mind kept on telling him. Part of his scientist, analytics, brain was trying to overthink the whole situation. Was all that thinking even rational or it was just his fear of the black speedster talking. Unless it was his guilt trying to rationalize the possibility of keeping the secret. Maybe it was best for everyone if they just didn’t know about his progress. Iris, Joe, Caitlin, Cisco…all of them were already thinking ahead of ways to keep living with Barry’s new condition. Maybe, just maybe, it would be best to keep the secret. Eobard did it. Hopefully, Caitlin would soon give up on hope and on searching ways to get Barry’s feelings back. Someone else was eventually going to step up to Zoom, right? Why would Barry have to be the onto stop Zoom? He had a life to live, the world had no right to decide what he could and couldn’t