The first time I can remember when tis came up was in second grade. That year after a yearly checkup at the optometrist I was told I needed to go …show more content…
Here I discovered a new situation yielding to a slightly difficult adjustment. I was always used to being the best at the activities I have been involved in and now that I was suddenly at the bottom yield a unique situation. What made it hard was being constantly called out and being told I was doing what seemed like everything wrong when I was absolutely exhausted and pushed to my physical and mental abilities. This is the same issue that causes many people to quit band and at more than one point I found myself also wanting to quit. Though I continued to find myself continuing to willing attend rehearsal over the summer and when asked told my parents about my day with great enthusiasm. This got me thinking that in reality I may not enjoy something in the moment even claim I hate it but when I can just sit back and reflect on what I have done I have realized that I completely enjoy what I am involved in. Now I have determined that the love I have for some activities and the unexplainable joy they bring me is what can be the force driving me to continue