The speaker sees themselves become a “lapsed pacifist”, someone who once did not believe in violence as means of resolving disputes, and has “pieties for killing,” or devotion to killing. One can assume that since they tried to be “merciful” and “quick at the bone” with the knockout bomb, they were never a “murderer” or a “hawkeye killer” prior to having to personally kill the woodchucks. So the speaker could obviously see the change in themselves, but they didn’t seem to do anything about it. By using these registers, the change the speaker goes through is
The speaker sees themselves become a “lapsed pacifist”, someone who once did not believe in violence as means of resolving disputes, and has “pieties for killing,” or devotion to killing. One can assume that since they tried to be “merciful” and “quick at the bone” with the knockout bomb, they were never a “murderer” or a “hawkeye killer” prior to having to personally kill the woodchucks. So the speaker could obviously see the change in themselves, but they didn’t seem to do anything about it. By using these registers, the change the speaker goes through is