Why I Want To Pursue My Acting Career

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It can be hard for me to forgive someone who has crushed on of my dreams, but holding

grudges does not help anyone. In fact, holding grudges can make it even less likely that I will

ever accomplish this dream some day. For example, when I was in fifth grade, I wanted to be an

actress. Much of my life when I was younger was spent singing and attending many performing arts

camps. When I was in seventh grade, I got the lead in the winter musical and I still look back at that

time as one of the best moments of my life. I was so comfortable on stage and got so many

compliments that I felt quite complete. This dream of my acting career, though, was in fact crushed

when I didn't get cast in the eighth grade play. It took me a long time to forgive my director from
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Though my

dream of acting is crushed, looking back on it I know that was not the life that I was supposed to

live. Giving up my obsession for the dramatic arts has given me time to focus on my other hobbies

and search for my new dream. I deep down know that it was not personal that I was not cast in that

play, though sometimes I use that excuse. It was not in any way mean spirited that the director

didn't cast me in that play, so forgiveness is key in moving on from this moment. I cannot

grieve on this moment for the rest of my life because I know I have so much more to offer than

staring in one sixth grade musical. Though on could say my dreams were crushed in this incident, I

know after much moping, that in order to do better things with my life, I have to move on and

forgive my director. It took me a while to get to this point, as it should, but I have moved on from

this experience because time passes and so should grudges. Not forgiving my director and just

grieving over this one tiny moment could have caused even more failure later in my life. By

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