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I thought I was happy. Austin was with me over a year. When I was with Austin there wasn't a time in the relationship when he wasn't cheating. He was very bipolar, one day he would be perfectly fine the next day he would be abusing me.

I loved Austin but he didnt love me all he liked was one thing and it was after I let him take my virginity. Austin was 17 years old which was to old but since I was so young he knew how to get his way and manipulate me. Everytime he cheated it would cause more trust issues for me towards him.

Austin didnt treat me right and I would let him treat me like crap. After he broke my heart I ended up trying to kill myself over him. Austin was my first true love so I learned how to love someone. He didn't treat me

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