Why Do People Die?

My questions came about suffering. Suffering through death. Day in and day out i questioned the existence of people and what the actual worth of a person was. My brother died and i somehow can't get over it. Now my aunt is dying. What can i person with no power do. How can i go on knowing, that for the rest of my time here on earth i won't be able to speak to them. Having lived with my brother everyday for 11 years , going everywhere together my future seemed empty. Now i never can be the uncle to his kids. Instead of opening up to others i stayed quiet. I felt alone through this whole time. I wanted to be strong for my family. I lived with this hole in my heart everyday and when life seemed just a bit better i learned the news that my aunt would not live past a year. These questions started surfacing again. What is the worth of a person. Why do people die? Even today i can't find the answer because yes i am alive, but am i truly living. Now i only think of those i lost and who i will lose in the future. I see this as one of the hardest aspects of life. We grow to love people, but eventually we all die and we must try to go on without them. It is Easier said than done. Death is my boogie man mostly because i have always wondered when a loved one dies, will i ever see them again. Not knowing if i will ever have another conversation with them breaks …show more content…
This question was chosen because of the pain that happens day to day. Not only this, but it is really hard to believe for some that there is a man behind the scenes controlling everything. Sadly my faith was shaken when my brother died so This question was constantly asked in my head. As I see my aunt everyday suffering and preparing herself to die I began to question God. Why would he allow this to happen. People are in pain yet God is nowhere to be found. I love God and i am a believer, but sometimes he makes me think that he is not even there. I hope he does because without home we are