White Kid Ramblings

Arie From Camp white kid ramblings by Carson O’Brien

I’ve told this tale before, the goal of the story at the time of its first story was to convince people it was about some other narcissist. I find it hard to tell a personal narrative, personally I believe that narrative and author should be separated.However that’s impossible, which is why artist put a vail over the non-existent face.That brings up another issue, light.Despite humans having many insecurities it is often hard for us to paint ourselves in a negative light in front of others.This brings me back to my first statement, no matter how hard I try this story honestly it will always be about “Carson O’Brien” not me. Why am I telling you this? Good question, well to be honest I’m stalling. I’m painting myself as a inspirational wise beyond his years light, that's not me. Let us attempt to be human for six or more paragraphs.

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This wasn’t a personal narrative it was “Carson O’Brien’s” narrative, or at least a snapshot of him. I will never be able to be that me again, I will only be able to write excerpts of him. Yes this person influenced me, and I relate to him in many ways. However that’s not who I am. Then again does anyone ever really know themselves completely. Sure we know parts of ourselves very well, but those parts change. You grow for better or maybe even for worse. I will never know what all these parts add up to, I will never be able to go back and remember all the things that made me who I was at that time. It will be my Arie from camp. It has elements of reality, but something will be forgotten or tampered with. Honestly I don’t have a problem with that. Every once in awhile you must revisit that snapshot to remember what you learned, even if the snapshot is of a different person. I dedicate this to Brad, and