When it all started….. I never thought the day would actually come. It didn’t seem real, but I realized it was because it’s part of life. Christmas was weird, Thanksgiving was weird, and just dinner was weird. It was traumatizing to watch you leave day by day. I understood in my head why you were leaving but in my heart it made no sense. When you left I felt like I lost another part of me. There was no more of me coming to see you when I was sad. There was no more of me coming to see you when I was tired of being home. I asked God everyday why he took you away so soon, but I never got an answer. I was confused because I felt like maybe you left because you didn’t think I loved you enough. It made no sense for you to leave before I graduated,
