What Is My Love For You Essay

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Jenny, you are everything I’ve ever wanted to be. You’re not perfect but I swear that you’re the closest thing to flawless that I’ve ever seen. You have an amazing body and you are so stunningly beautiful, and I’ve never found the words to describe how happy it makes me that your confidence has gone up. You are the most loveable, inspiring, funny, uplifting, friendly, honest and sassy girl I’ve ever been blessed enough to know. There are some complications in our relationship since sometimes we think way too much alike, since we know each other and our habits all too well. I’ve never felt closer to anyone and you’re the first person I’ve ever loved entirely. Even though it’s platonic, my love for you is so strong and it affects me everyday. …show more content…
I will always cherish our childhood memories the most of anything from when I was a kid. We agreed that we were refreshing in each others lives. In that moment I realized the breath of fresh air I always needed was right in front of me, and it was you. You were absolutely captivating. I always got lost in our discussions, deep and intelligent or silly and illogical. I always made fun of you but could never take jokes about me back from you, and I’m sorry for being a sensitive hypocrite about it. You were so frustrating, never admitting you were wrong, never letting me do what I please, making fun of me when I was down. But even in the most heated arguments or most irritable moods, we could almost always laugh it off. I’m sorry I found it so hard to tell you that I had a number of mental health problems, I was scared to be weak in front of someone who’s opinion meant so much to me. I’m sorry I didn’t take your side on arguments enough, though you’re not always right I should have stuck by one of my lifelong best friends. You wrote to me once that when we were playing dressup as kids that I was always the better princess, but you were the best person I’ve ever played dressup with. I’m so happy that you were in my classes, even though you always got me in trouble for laughing too loudly at your funny jokes and comments. I still feel so bad for the teachers who had to deal with the two of us because although we were great to each other, …show more content…
You’re so smart and beautiful and even when we disagreed on things, you were so sweet to me. It was always a tremendous struggle for me to open up to people but with you it was easy, since you made me feel like I was good enough as I was. I still smile about that time in science class where you had seen the scars on my arm while dancing with Henry and I. You came up to me looking so concerned and worried and you asked me how long it had been since I had last self harmed. I lied for your sake and said a month when it hadn’t even been a week. You asked me to try and never do it again and all I could do in that overwhelming moment was hug you. You were one of my absolute biggest motivations to try and stop. Thank you for making me feel worth caring about and for being an amazing friend to me. Most of all thank you for always laughing at my jokes, it made me really happy to make you laugh so much. You’ll always have a huge place in my heart, I love

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