What is life without feeling love? We’re all bound to find out what love feels like. We are told that one day we’ll find the ‘one’. Except I haven’t. I have always been so busy with life, from high school, to graduation, to college, to work. I never had time to fall in love, I was thrown into life and I wasn’t prepared. I didn’t indulge on what could have changed my life. I just went with the flow and didn’t really live. I was just alive. I didn’t have many people in my life, just my mom and dad when they were alive, and of course my best friend. I never felt like I needed more, they were enough, but that was then. By the time I wanted to do something with my life, it was too late. I guess I was born to be alone in this world. I am not going to deny it, I have always wanted something more in my life. I have missed out on living. I am 56 now living in Philadelphia, but soon I will cease to exist. I have blood cancer, inoperable. A death sentence from the moment I entered through the doctor 's doors. I have three months to live. I want to die feeling fulfilled. I have to go back in
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Yes! I can go back now. Everything in our lives will change! I will go back feeling accomplished, with love in my heart. I will be able to die in peace. It was time for me to go back to my time. I went back to the other train car. The time machine was going to be in the janitor 's closet. I programmed it to stay in a janitor 's closet at any travel. I opened the closet and it wasn’t there. What! No. I closed the door and opened it again in hope for it to reappear. It didn’t! Oh no, I checked my watch. It’s been 3 hours and 5 minutes. How could this happen! How did time go by so quickly? I stayed on task and did everything I was supposed to, I stuck to the schedule. Think Zahra, think! I got it! I have to rebuild the machine! Surely, I’ve never built one before, but I spent a lot of time watching my dad build the machine. I can do it. I will go find the parts as soon as I get
Yes! I can go back now. Everything in our lives will change! I will go back feeling accomplished, with love in my heart. I will be able to die in peace. It was time for me to go back to my time. I went back to the other train car. The time machine was going to be in the janitor 's closet. I programmed it to stay in a janitor 's closet at any travel. I opened the closet and it wasn’t there. What! No. I closed the door and opened it again in hope for it to reappear. It didn’t! Oh no, I checked my watch. It’s been 3 hours and 5 minutes. How could this happen! How did time go by so quickly? I stayed on task and did everything I was supposed to, I stuck to the schedule. Think Zahra, think! I got it! I have to rebuild the machine! Surely, I’ve never built one before, but I spent a lot of time watching my dad build the machine. I can do it. I will go find the parts as soon as I get