That is never a good thing if you 're me; I thought about writing a story about a young boy moving to a different country and how his life changed, just like myself. The idea was perfect, but the execution no so much. Might I remind you I was still in middle school and had very little knowledge about writing in English. The paper turned out to be awful none of my original ideas were in the paper. It went from a story about a boy to aliens, till this day I have no clue how I managed to do that. Since then, I have always thought that writing is not my cup of tea. I have a difficult time writing about things freely. I have always thought of my work being dog shit, so even if I manage to get a good grade; I wonder if it 's my paper. My process of thinking is solely negative toward my paper. Looking at all the bright side of thing has never been a question and that is the reason I am an inexperienced writer. Donald M. Murray does a perfect job of explaining why the writer never like his work, he is never satisfied, and it is true for most writer. I think writing the process takes too long, and I get bored; my mind becomes Alice and wonders around in the wonderland. If I didn 't share this than I would be lying, but this is the first paper I have written in a long time which is not due …show more content…
I always had trouble finding a quiet spot; I have tried going to the library, working without music it’s just too distracting. Sometimes I wonder if I have ADD because I act like a squirrel just checking everything out; I swear if I saw a nut at that time I would freak out. Music help me calm down a little bit but there always my inner critic in the back of my head bugging me. If not my inner critic, there is always my conscience ready to attack with questions: What’s happening tonight? What am I doing with my life? Who am I? Once I would love to sit on my bed without getting interpreted by my brain because I feel safe and secure. Kent Haruf and Stephen King explains that all writers have their special place that they feel safe at, and that helps them think and get more relax, which help to better writing. The perfect place for me is something special; it does not give me new ideas, but it helps me relax and focus on what’s in front of me. My brain is different it always think about new think to write about, but when most needed it shuts down. The other day I was thinking about: how humans don’t matter to the time scale of earth; how our time is precious; you only live once; you don’t know what will happen tomorrow. This may sound a bit weird, but my brain functions works in a different ways, it skips around like fast-forwarding a movie. I am a person who cares about future more than