As much as I read my bible I find at times I relate to matchbox twenty songs way more than I do to God. And theses are the things that make me question myself and my faith. I 'm in college now and for me this means everything changes, I need to take life more seriously, education more seriously and my faith more seriously. Everyday at Eastern to me is an opportunity to do these things. I know it sounds so typical for me to say that I grow in my faith here at Eastern, but in all honesty I do. I have to have strong faith that I 'm going to be able to pay for college, I do not have a job so that a lot of faith. Faith to me has always been an action, it is was something you acted on, it was psychical. I never really viewed it as being something that truly satisfies, the concept of being satisfied in knowing it will be alright. Diley and my experience so far at Eastern, really opened my eyes to many faults in my concept of faith. I realize that as much as I thought I was solid and complete in my concept of what faith and Christianity are, I 'm still just
As much as I read my bible I find at times I relate to matchbox twenty songs way more than I do to God. And theses are the things that make me question myself and my faith. I 'm in college now and for me this means everything changes, I need to take life more seriously, education more seriously and my faith more seriously. Everyday at Eastern to me is an opportunity to do these things. I know it sounds so typical for me to say that I grow in my faith here at Eastern, but in all honesty I do. I have to have strong faith that I 'm going to be able to pay for college, I do not have a job so that a lot of faith. Faith to me has always been an action, it is was something you acted on, it was psychical. I never really viewed it as being something that truly satisfies, the concept of being satisfied in knowing it will be alright. Diley and my experience so far at Eastern, really opened my eyes to many faults in my concept of faith. I realize that as much as I thought I was solid and complete in my concept of what faith and Christianity are, I 'm still just