What I Am A? Essay

1103 Words Jul 14th, 2016 5 Pages
The thing is, I am fully aware that I am making a mistake at this moment in time, but at this moment in time there is nothing else I can do. I don’t know how I am going to feel later when our souls cross paths once again, but hopefully then it won’t matter. She will see me with Lilah and hate me. Tearing whatever had connected our two souls instantly apart.
It was going to be so easy to get Lilah, I can analyze people very well and I am fully aware that she is attracted to me, as I am with her, but not in a soulful kind of way so this situation is definitely going to work out in my favour.
I think back to my mother and remembered something she once said to me.
“Treat a lady, the same way you want your daughter to be treated.”
I shook the thought from my mind instantly.
It’s okay.
I am young.
I am allowed to have fun.
I swear I can feel my mum telling me not to do it as I walk over to Miss Brandy and Lilah.
“Hello Chakotay, I was just speaking to Lilah about something personal. Would it be okay if you stepped outside for a few more minutes and then we can talk?”
“I don’t mean to be rude Miss Brandy but it was actually Lilah that I was looking for. I wanted to talk to her about something. Sorry for interrupting you both. I will wait outside for you Lilah.”
I could see her cheeks flush. The poor girl didn’t know what I had in store for her. Oh well, what she doesn’t know won’t hurt her. I can see my mum shaking her at me. Telling me this is a very bad decision. I snap back…

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