During this "rough patch" I had to really take into consideration the question of "do I love volleyball enough to keep playing? Is this a chore or am I going to find the purpose to play?" I really had no clue what to do but it took me sitting down with my coach before a game and him saying "play for someone, not the thought of playing" and my perspective changed.
My purpose to play volleyball is for family and because it helped me release after a hard day, it also helped me get to where I am today. If I would have just stopped playing because I could not mentally hold up for a while, would I be playing a sport in college across the country and be getting a college education with scholarships, I do not believe that I would. Ifl ever have a rough day, I go into the volleyball gym and play for me and play for someone who I know would watch me and be proud. Volleyball is not a chore, it is something that I wake up and think about how to improve and it wakes me up with a smile still to this day. I love the sport of volleyball and I believe that playing with heart, determination, and the love for a sport will make playing have a purpose and never be a