More so than others. I hated it when other people talked about me. I always felt like I should have a good impression on others. This mentality lead me to ruin the way I perceived myself. I was constantly thinking of how others thought of me that I let them dictate how I should live. I dressed the way they wanted me to, I talked the way they wanted me to, and I acted the way they wanted me to. I had no idea what I was doing at that time. I cared so much about my appearance that I didn’t realize I was already distancing myself from my friends. When I realized how my way of thinking has impacted my life, I took a step back and reflected on my actions. Why was it so hard to be myself? The cause of it all was fear. When I realized this, I knew I had to get rid of it, but overcoming your fear is difficult, so instead I used courage. Courage requires fear, and so I mustered up the courage to be myself which eventually lead me to losing a few of my friends, but it also lead me to be content with myself. If I continued being the way I used to be I know I would have never felt happy with myself as I am now. In many aspects of our lives, courage plays a significant role. It can lead us to happiness and to finding ourselves. Courage also enables us to push past our fears and self
More so than others. I hated it when other people talked about me. I always felt like I should have a good impression on others. This mentality lead me to ruin the way I perceived myself. I was constantly thinking of how others thought of me that I let them dictate how I should live. I dressed the way they wanted me to, I talked the way they wanted me to, and I acted the way they wanted me to. I had no idea what I was doing at that time. I cared so much about my appearance that I didn’t realize I was already distancing myself from my friends. When I realized how my way of thinking has impacted my life, I took a step back and reflected on my actions. Why was it so hard to be myself? The cause of it all was fear. When I realized this, I knew I had to get rid of it, but overcoming your fear is difficult, so instead I used courage. Courage requires fear, and so I mustered up the courage to be myself which eventually lead me to losing a few of my friends, but it also lead me to be content with myself. If I continued being the way I used to be I know I would have never felt happy with myself as I am now. In many aspects of our lives, courage plays a significant role. It can lead us to happiness and to finding ourselves. Courage also enables us to push past our fears and self