I get the idea that he is thinking and not speaking in stanzas five through seven when he says, " I couldn't see my face, only the dark shape of a head that could be anybody's head. Hypnotizing myself the way kids do. Lonely kids." There is no one else around him, but yet in stanza 44 he talks as if he asked his dad a question and he was there to answer. He says" (Might as well buy our vehicles mudd-colored to begin with, saves time was dad's logic). This also gives me the feel that he is actually trying to connect with the reader by having a conversation with them. Before he said this there was no question asked he just told us his dad's logic, and this is an example of him speaking as a different character. This is also an example of flashback, because he is remembering something that his father said to …show more content…
I think that he is thinking that when he dies no body will know it, or he is asking if his family knows that he will have to die someday. In stanzas 61-64, he says " Not that I would just lose the people I loved, but they would lose me- Judson Andrew Mulvaney. And they knew nothing of it." This also gives the feel that he is thinking about suicide, because he said they knew nothing of it, like they never saw it coming. But in stanzas 59-60, I see that he was actually saying that someday they will all have to die, him and his family because he says "Them, too. All of them. Every heartbeat past and