Vowell cannot live the same code that was ill-fitted for her; she cannot emulate something that is nearly impossible to replicate and get lost in her own delusional world. She must go out and find makes her walkway of life distinct for her. Vowell “choose to travel or be conveyed to a pilgrimage center, there to hope for a miraculous cure, or the equal miracle of the gift of resignation to his painful lot”(pg.13) and in that trip, she received enlightenment. In that realization, she figured out that when she homesick and wanted to have something she is familiar with nearby (her family) and she cannot be so self-indulged by living in her own fantasy. She in fact got a hint about her future in which she starts to write about her life by figuring out “Why not tell people outside the family what you're thinking? As [she] would later find out, it’s a living”
Vowell cannot live the same code that was ill-fitted for her; she cannot emulate something that is nearly impossible to replicate and get lost in her own delusional world. She must go out and find makes her walkway of life distinct for her. Vowell “choose to travel or be conveyed to a pilgrimage center, there to hope for a miraculous cure, or the equal miracle of the gift of resignation to his painful lot”(pg.13) and in that trip, she received enlightenment. In that realization, she figured out that when she homesick and wanted to have something she is familiar with nearby (her family) and she cannot be so self-indulged by living in her own fantasy. She in fact got a hint about her future in which she starts to write about her life by figuring out “Why not tell people outside the family what you're thinking? As [she] would later find out, it’s a living”