As Victoria started to search herself she leaned on Jesus to be her guide, although she went to church but she didn’t understand the fundamental of what her purpose in the life of the church world. She has had some numerous of encounters of spiritual attributes, for example while in her room at her grandmother’s house she experienced a white shadow at the foot of her bed. And doing her grandmother’s last day on earth she experience the death glow, she also experienced some voices on a numerous of times as if these voices was guiding her to a righteous path. But she had no knowledge of what it was she also had frequently, deja vu , her mind seemed as if it was playing tricks on her. Victoria also was able to see things before it happen.
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As she tried to fulfill some of those dreams it didn’t succeed, it seems the harder she tried, everything failed. She took night class at the community college, she worked hard to pay for her classes, she worked two jobs leaving the oldest child to take care of the younger children. This was during 1987, she had her 3rd child, she managed to to finish several classes. Victoria later, learned that she could get financial aide, she took several classes, she finished her classes, but she struggled, with her Core courses toward her nursing degree. She was disappointed, so she stop going to school. She want to do nothing else but to become a Registered nurse. As the years past Victoria struggled, with an addiction, it was a sexual addiction she thought that was something normal she had know idea why she couldn’t control herself. Edmond and she had grown to each other, in a sexual way, she suffered, with a sexual appetite. While she and Jose was together she realize, he had started this boundness in her life, he not only cause her appetite to grave for sex, she had become a victim of Succubus,which is a sexual controlling demon. It starts by transformation from one person to another it travels by physical contact. When the bible spoke of Adam having a helpmate which was Eve, God meant for him to be with her only and she with him only. This is the only way to avoid this demon. Edmond was out of control with Victoria, he had to have her when he wanted her. By Victoria going to church on a regular basis, her spiritman was able to fight
As she tried to fulfill some of those dreams it didn’t succeed, it seems the harder she tried, everything failed. She took night class at the community college, she worked hard to pay for her classes, she worked two jobs leaving the oldest child to take care of the younger children. This was during 1987, she had her 3rd child, she managed to to finish several classes. Victoria later, learned that she could get financial aide, she took several classes, she finished her classes, but she struggled, with her Core courses toward her nursing degree. She was disappointed, so she stop going to school. She want to do nothing else but to become a Registered nurse. As the years past Victoria struggled, with an addiction, it was a sexual addiction she thought that was something normal she had know idea why she couldn’t control herself. Edmond and she had grown to each other, in a sexual way, she suffered, with a sexual appetite. While she and Jose was together she realize, he had started this boundness in her life, he not only cause her appetite to grave for sex, she had become a victim of Succubus,which is a sexual controlling demon. It starts by transformation from one person to another it travels by physical contact. When the bible spoke of Adam having a helpmate which was Eve, God meant for him to be with her only and she with him only. This is the only way to avoid this demon. Edmond was out of control with Victoria, he had to have her when he wanted her. By Victoria going to church on a regular basis, her spiritman was able to fight