Well growing up I did not have the greatest childhood so I always remember thinking and acting differently from the other kids in my grade. I always had this side of me that was more grown up than most of the grown ups I knew. I used to think to myself a lot I still do but when I was younger I did not have many friends so I wasn’t quite sure how to be alone. Once I became about 14 something inside of me realize I fine all alone this side of me has always second-guess any bad choices I would make and over analyze everything I do. That’s what brought me here at 20 years old knowing what I want to do in life and knowing exactly how to get what I need and how to achieve my goals. I’ve written this paragraph a few times trying to think about
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Because out of all my time being depressed I never wanted to be depressed I wanted to be happy to feel an emotion where I can relate to others besides negative emotions. I say to myself everyday I live only once and I never know what may happen so if I’m afraid to do something my depression makes me remember that I can do anything. Weird I know but sometimes you ask your self can things get any worse can I get any lower from here. The answer is yes but when you are at a low point in life it will always motive you to do …show more content…
But that’s the great thing about life we all go through things that change us and it doesn’t matter if we are better or worse than that person respect is what everyone deserves. I use the depression that I have to push me knowing that if I do something with all my heart I will no regret what I have done. Respect I use on a daily basis even if that person just works behind a register or is a big time CEO everyone should be treated the same. In the end I think that everyone is the same we all are good people deep in our hearts but the way we put our hearts out in the world really define us as a person. My scars and my pain have only made me a better person and hopefully I am able to impact other people’s lives in a positive way rather than a negative way. But even if I am a negative in other people’s lives I hope that they are able to see me as an obstacle that they must pass in order to get to something positive. I just want people to see each other and give everyone they meet respect because you never know how you may impact
Because out of all my time being depressed I never wanted to be depressed I wanted to be happy to feel an emotion where I can relate to others besides negative emotions. I say to myself everyday I live only once and I never know what may happen so if I’m afraid to do something my depression makes me remember that I can do anything. Weird I know but sometimes you ask your self can things get any worse can I get any lower from here. The answer is yes but when you are at a low point in life it will always motive you to do …show more content…
But that’s the great thing about life we all go through things that change us and it doesn’t matter if we are better or worse than that person respect is what everyone deserves. I use the depression that I have to push me knowing that if I do something with all my heart I will no regret what I have done. Respect I use on a daily basis even if that person just works behind a register or is a big time CEO everyone should be treated the same. In the end I think that everyone is the same we all are good people deep in our hearts but the way we put our hearts out in the world really define us as a person. My scars and my pain have only made me a better person and hopefully I am able to impact other people’s lives in a positive way rather than a negative way. But even if I am a negative in other people’s lives I hope that they are able to see me as an obstacle that they must pass in order to get to something positive. I just want people to see each other and give everyone they meet respect because you never know how you may impact