Even though Proctor represent the “good” in the story of The Crucible, he is plagued with shame. Throughout The Crucible, John constantly tries to show all that is wrong in the witch trials. He tries to provide a moral compass and pursues justice. Yet, as he tries to show morals to the town, he can’t seem to find his own. He is ashamed of his affair with Abigail. He is disloyal to his wife. He breaks a rule of the church. His breaks his own morals. He feels so much shame that he no longer has the capacity to forgive himself for his mistakes. Shame also stems from his fear of damaging his good, just, moral name. As I mentioned early, his shame leads to his death. However, it does not lead to his death in the way one would assume. John is so familiar with this feeling of shame that he will not doom himself to that again. He is given the opportunity to save his life. The only consequence would be damage to his name. This would condemn him to a life devastated with shame. He knows the shame he feels due to his transgressions with Abigail and will not put that upon himself again, and this time worse. He chooses to die. He chooses to fight for the morality and integrity he believes in. His experience in shame and his fear of it worsening leads him to self forgiveness and a noble and righteous
Even though Proctor represent the “good” in the story of The Crucible, he is plagued with shame. Throughout The Crucible, John constantly tries to show all that is wrong in the witch trials. He tries to provide a moral compass and pursues justice. Yet, as he tries to show morals to the town, he can’t seem to find his own. He is ashamed of his affair with Abigail. He is disloyal to his wife. He breaks a rule of the church. His breaks his own morals. He feels so much shame that he no longer has the capacity to forgive himself for his mistakes. Shame also stems from his fear of damaging his good, just, moral name. As I mentioned early, his shame leads to his death. However, it does not lead to his death in the way one would assume. John is so familiar with this feeling of shame that he will not doom himself to that again. He is given the opportunity to save his life. The only consequence would be damage to his name. This would condemn him to a life devastated with shame. He knows the shame he feels due to his transgressions with Abigail and will not put that upon himself again, and this time worse. He chooses to die. He chooses to fight for the morality and integrity he believes in. His experience in shame and his fear of it worsening leads him to self forgiveness and a noble and righteous