Holden is constantly reminded of their memories; however, that does not exhibit his love for her. An illustration of his imaginary love is displayed as Holden reminisces about his childhood as he mentions “kissing her all over-anywhere-her eyes, her nose, her forehead” (79). This moment signifies the previous bond they shared on an physical and emotional level. He additionally discloses that he thought she had a “terrific figure” (79) neglecting her inner beauty. This not only indicates he is in love with the old Jane, but also he is not in love with her, rather her image. Holden is unambiguously in love with the essence of the relationship they shared; however, having not seen her in years, he cannot candidly be in love with her. In addition to this recollection, Holden also constantly references their games of checkers. The games they play in their younger years are not a reflection of his current love for Jane; it is merely a moment in time of which Holden hopes is identical when the meet in the future. Likewise, Holden constantly has Jane “on the brain” (76) various times throughout the story, but has yet to actually encounter her. He also reveals that he “knows old Jane like a book” (76) which evinces his former love he possessed but is currently absent. It is virtually impossible for Holden to actually be in love with Jane, for he only knows who she was as a …show more content…
He is in love with the bond they previously shared, but when given an opportunity to recreate the relationship, Holden indisputably dismisses it. Holden is a complex character who analyzes the world with a different perspective than most people. When he claims to be in love, he is not sincere and truthful about his statement, especially regarding Jane. Holden is familiar with who Jane used to be, but claims to be in love with the Jane he indefinitely will not even