Chronologically, Oskar’s grandfather and …show more content…
“but I couldn’t finish the sentence, her name wouldn’t come, I tried again, it wouldn’t come, she was locked inside me, how strange, I thought” page 16. Her name was trapped inside Thomas and he couldn’t ever speak her name again. It was the first word he lost because it was the word that meant the most to him. Thomas couldn’t move past his loss and it took a toll on him. He couldn’t find a reason to live, and thought little of himself. “ “I” was the last word I was able to speak aloud” page 17. If the first word he lost was Anna because it meant the most, and “I” was the last word then Thomas does not care about his life at all. He lost all his other words even words like dirt, scum, or lonely before he lost I. He considers dirt is more important to him than his life. Oskar’s grandparents were both living their lives but not actually living. They were ghosts until they found each other. Oskar’s grandmother moved on from her loss of her sister by loving Thomas even though she knew he could never love her like he loved Anna ( ). She started to feel a hole in her heart, and she knew the only way to fill it was to have a child. Thomas tried to move on but he didn’t