The set expectation for a romance novel is falling in love, then experiencing an uncontrollable force that tears the relationship apart; Naturally, I had a premeditated fear of love. I questioned if love even existed. But the moment I placed my head on his chest and heard his heartbeat syncopate with mine, I knew I fell in love. Through this experience, I learned that love is nothing to fear it should be welcomed with open arms. Love has helped me mature, think of someone other than myself, and most importantly, love has shown me what true happiness is.
There is a common misconception that you can be too young to know what love is when in reality, love is what made me come of age. Being in a relationship has shown me the importance of communication …show more content…
Before falling in love or even knowing what love was I was caught up in my vanity and narcissism rather than caring for others and their emotions. Therefore, when I began to prioritize his feelings over mine, I knew I was deeply in love. This is extremely evident in the fact of having to move 180 miles away. It’s not that far in distance, but the fact that we are still so young and we used to be able to see each other every day is the hardest part. We were both torn apart by this news. Our emotions hit us like a boulder rolling 100 miles per hour; but I promised him, that I would remain faithful and do everything possible to make our relationship work. So far it has been as difficult as trying to sing a song without lyrics, but we have made it through this far, and I am not going anywhere. When something is weighing down on him I want him to confide in me, I want the emotion, I want the sadness, I want the happiness because that 's what I 'm here for, after all, that is what a real relationship is. Tears, headache, heartache, forgiveness, and unconditional love.I am here to let him know that everything is going to be okay and everything will always be okay as long as we are together. Of course, lust and love are two entirely different things. The difference is being in love with someone 's body or being in love with someone 's mind. I fell in love with the deep conversations we would have at 2 am …show more content…
Being diagnosed with a learning disability, I struggled to be as intelligent has everyone else, comparing myself with others, and putting myself down when I didn 't succeed; ultimately, I developed severe anxiety. If I could explain anxiety in any way, it would be like a transparent glass, seeing everyone out having fun, but you are stuck inside your own mind thinking about all the what-ifs that scare the hell out of you. With a soft embrace, and a warm caress, he came into my life and ridded my mind of all fear and anxiety because I felt safe; in his arms, I felt at home; As a matter of fact, He was the one thing in my life I was completely confident of. In addition, He stood by my side when I was at my worst, wiped my tears away when the depression hit, told me there was nothing to fear, that everything would be okay. He is there for me through thick and thin, and I never told him how much I appreciated that. Now that I live so far away from him I get the after-shock of anxiety that hits. When I hear that little “what if” voice in my head, I just sit there and think… I don’t have to know the future at this moment. I don’t have to plan anything out I have one thing for certain, and that’s my love. When I 'm down or feel unimportant, I think of his hands on my cheeks wiping every one of my worries away as if they were never even there. “Distance is just a test,” he said. “We weren 't meant to be so far apart, and that’s why
There is a common misconception that you can be too young to know what love is when in reality, love is what made me come of age. Being in a relationship has shown me the importance of communication …show more content…
Before falling in love or even knowing what love was I was caught up in my vanity and narcissism rather than caring for others and their emotions. Therefore, when I began to prioritize his feelings over mine, I knew I was deeply in love. This is extremely evident in the fact of having to move 180 miles away. It’s not that far in distance, but the fact that we are still so young and we used to be able to see each other every day is the hardest part. We were both torn apart by this news. Our emotions hit us like a boulder rolling 100 miles per hour; but I promised him, that I would remain faithful and do everything possible to make our relationship work. So far it has been as difficult as trying to sing a song without lyrics, but we have made it through this far, and I am not going anywhere. When something is weighing down on him I want him to confide in me, I want the emotion, I want the sadness, I want the happiness because that 's what I 'm here for, after all, that is what a real relationship is. Tears, headache, heartache, forgiveness, and unconditional love.I am here to let him know that everything is going to be okay and everything will always be okay as long as we are together. Of course, lust and love are two entirely different things. The difference is being in love with someone 's body or being in love with someone 's mind. I fell in love with the deep conversations we would have at 2 am …show more content…
Being diagnosed with a learning disability, I struggled to be as intelligent has everyone else, comparing myself with others, and putting myself down when I didn 't succeed; ultimately, I developed severe anxiety. If I could explain anxiety in any way, it would be like a transparent glass, seeing everyone out having fun, but you are stuck inside your own mind thinking about all the what-ifs that scare the hell out of you. With a soft embrace, and a warm caress, he came into my life and ridded my mind of all fear and anxiety because I felt safe; in his arms, I felt at home; As a matter of fact, He was the one thing in my life I was completely confident of. In addition, He stood by my side when I was at my worst, wiped my tears away when the depression hit, told me there was nothing to fear, that everything would be okay. He is there for me through thick and thin, and I never told him how much I appreciated that. Now that I live so far away from him I get the after-shock of anxiety that hits. When I hear that little “what if” voice in my head, I just sit there and think… I don’t have to know the future at this moment. I don’t have to plan anything out I have one thing for certain, and that’s my love. When I 'm down or feel unimportant, I think of his hands on my cheeks wiping every one of my worries away as if they were never even there. “Distance is just a test,” he said. “We weren 't meant to be so far apart, and that’s why