The Score
I feel so ashamed, so, so damned ashamed. How can my body betray me? Pleasure in the midst of an assault? How is this shit even possible? Salty tears rolls down my face. I wrap my legs around his waist and dig my nails into his back holding on for dear life. My core tighten, contracts, threatens to snap his monstrous appendage. I see stars bright beautiful magnificent stars. I quake, brain turns to mush. I die a thousand little deaths.I experience what has to be the most earth shattering orgasm known to man. I bite down on my bottom lip damn near drawing blood. I refuse to give my rapist the satisfaction of hearing me moan. I’m beyond pissed at his violation even more so at myself for reacting.
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I am tempted to upchuck all over his face but the cold steel he holds underneath my chin makes me rethink that idea. I need to get home to my mother and little brother in one piece so I opt to endure the trauma. I close my eyes wishes to be teleported to another dimension, another time zone somewhere other than here.
“All I asked for was one date but you acted as if you were too good to fuck with a nigga” he berates me. “This could have all been avoided if you weren’t so damn stuck up” he continues.
I look at this fool as if he has just sprouted a 3rd eye ball. In no way was this fool serious. He just couldn’t have been. No means fucking no! I don’t care how much money this nigga has. if I’m not feeling you, tough just move on. It’s as simple as that. He tries kissing me. I turn my head and he snickers
“You just need some act right girl and I’m going to be the one to give it to you”
He roughly sucks on my neck then began to forcefully pound into me. Bang, bang, bang! my exposed back hits up against the brick wall harshly. I am sure it’ll leave bruises in the morning because my tank top provides limited protection. Bang, bang, bang! he shows me no mercy. He now holds the shiny death maker in his hand above our heads. I pray it’ll somehow go off. If I am lucky the bullet would ricochet off of the building and pierce Him smack dab in the middle of his skull. Violate his body the same he has violated me. I wish him death.
I feel so ashamed, so, so damned ashamed. How can my body betray me? Pleasure in the midst of an assault? How is this shit even possible? Salty tears rolls down my face. I wrap my legs around his waist and dig my nails into his back holding on for dear life. My core tighten, contracts, threatens to snap his monstrous appendage. I see stars bright beautiful magnificent stars. I quake, brain turns to mush. I die a thousand little deaths.I experience what has to be the most earth shattering orgasm known to man. I bite down on my bottom lip damn near drawing blood. I refuse to give my rapist the satisfaction of hearing me moan. I’m beyond pissed at his violation even more so at myself for reacting.
“Uh huh bitch you aren’t no different …show more content…
I am tempted to upchuck all over his face but the cold steel he holds underneath my chin makes me rethink that idea. I need to get home to my mother and little brother in one piece so I opt to endure the trauma. I close my eyes wishes to be teleported to another dimension, another time zone somewhere other than here.
“All I asked for was one date but you acted as if you were too good to fuck with a nigga” he berates me. “This could have all been avoided if you weren’t so damn stuck up” he continues.
I look at this fool as if he has just sprouted a 3rd eye ball. In no way was this fool serious. He just couldn’t have been. No means fucking no! I don’t care how much money this nigga has. if I’m not feeling you, tough just move on. It’s as simple as that. He tries kissing me. I turn my head and he snickers
“You just need some act right girl and I’m going to be the one to give it to you”
He roughly sucks on my neck then began to forcefully pound into me. Bang, bang, bang! my exposed back hits up against the brick wall harshly. I am sure it’ll leave bruises in the morning because my tank top provides limited protection. Bang, bang, bang! he shows me no mercy. He now holds the shiny death maker in his hand above our heads. I pray it’ll somehow go off. If I am lucky the bullet would ricochet off of the building and pierce Him smack dab in the middle of his skull. Violate his body the same he has violated me. I wish him death.