The Purpose Of My Life

I miss you so dearly. I truly wish I could be with you but I have to fulfill what I now consider the purpose of my life. Making this major and life threatening choice was very difficult but I am willing to go to all measures to discover what has been a mystery to us for so long. I am aware my theories are against so many and can cause people to be at strife but it is those who stand with their beliefs alone who prosper the most. I wish you to be open-minded before reading this and hopefully support me publishing my theory.
I had a life changing voyage that changed how I looked at the world. What I discovered and observed can presumably change science as we know it. On my travel through the continents of Africa, Australia and South America I observed three birds that lived on similar environments that looked remarkably alike. The African Ostrich, …show more content…
I think it is very reasonable and is backed up by concrete evidence. Despite saying this I am very petrified of publishing my theory in worry of people thinking I am only being irrational and getting accusing of nihilism. My wife is my everything. The thought of her leaving me because she thinks my theory will interfere with her religious beliefs will be unquestionably agonizing to me. What will I ever be without my wife? The concept of descent of modification is not meant to be against orthodox beliefs but to explain the diversity of the world and how the earth came to be. I just recently came to the realization that another naturalist by the name of Alfred Wallace published a manuscript with the same concepts I have been working on for years. I was in complete anger and astonishment. I felt as if all my originality and worth has been smashed. There is now no way for me to publish honorably. My only option is to publish a joint paper. If only I did not let my fear get in the way. I wish I didn’t let people force me to choose between science and my beloved