I am afraid that, because of my improper desires, I have become the man Lewis describes as “shirking”, as I no longer search for the truth of Christianity lest I either discover it to be false and lose the faith I value so much or discover it to be undeniably true, which would require me to change my perspective on what my faith is for (“Man or Rabbit”, 111). However, it is evident that this way of living is completely ignorant of the Christian doctrine and of Lewis’ perspective on false motives. Thanks to Lewis’ God-inspired writing, I’ve come to terms with this selfish purpose for my life and have begun to notice how this faith, which used to be a part of my self, must now become integral to my whole self for it to be authentic. Christ died and atoned for our sins so that I could flee from the desires of perfection to pursue honest relationship with
I am afraid that, because of my improper desires, I have become the man Lewis describes as “shirking”, as I no longer search for the truth of Christianity lest I either discover it to be false and lose the faith I value so much or discover it to be undeniably true, which would require me to change my perspective on what my faith is for (“Man or Rabbit”, 111). However, it is evident that this way of living is completely ignorant of the Christian doctrine and of Lewis’ perspective on false motives. Thanks to Lewis’ God-inspired writing, I’ve come to terms with this selfish purpose for my life and have begun to notice how this faith, which used to be a part of my self, must now become integral to my whole self for it to be authentic. Christ died and atoned for our sins so that I could flee from the desires of perfection to pursue honest relationship with