My dad went through a lot in his childhood. He seen and heard a lot of stuff that a child should never have to witness. When I finally learned about his childhood all I felt was sympathy for him. Even then thats still did not give him the right and the way he did towards my family. My dad has hurt this family times and times again. And all we wanted to do was help but it had seemed that all it did was just blow back in our faces. All I wanted all my life as it was for my dad to always be there. It was so heartbreaking seeing the stuff my dad did and seeing what it happened because of the consequences. And I just want my dad to be a healthy and efficient man. But it just seemed as if his past was tormenting his present so you still trying to find ways to cope with his present. Sadly though he ways he used to cope with were not good at all. So this time this year I pray that my father will be a new and changed man. I love my father a lot he has taught me so many life lessons. And my father may have not been perfect but he still was a father. And he didn 't have a male role model in his life but by the time he had one it was already too late. So him raising me even having no experience being a father still managed to raise a brilliant young man. So when I step on the field Or step on the track I really do this for my father so then he knows that I 'm not mad at him anymore but that I 'm actually motivated …show more content…
This game was a huge game. All the excitement because of being east side rivals and so close to going to state. Me and brother fought our hardest to win. But sadly enough we ended up losing. Seeing them last seconds go down on the clock , just showed me a lot. The fact that this would be my last high school game , that this would be the last time I 'll put on a crusader jersey , and last time I will ever play with my brothers again. The tears and anger I had was just so horrible. But the brighter side was I 'm glad I lost with the best teammates a dude could ever ask for.
I know this hasn 't happened yet but leaving scecina will be very heart breaking. I know I have said times and times again that I didn 't like scecina. But just siting here and reflecting and I 'm honestly really glad to be here. This school has made me become closer to God , make new friends and become a better person. I 'm going to truly miss this school. This school was really amazing. I don 't really know what school could replace this one. I hope God knows my gratitude for letting me come to a place like this