For that, I apologize to the school, to my family and especially to myself. I do not want to blame anyone or want to make excuses, such as “my residence was too loud” or “not being able to balance my schedule” because I realized, many students go through the same exact process. What makes me so different from them? As each day passes by during the winter term, I woke up after four hours of sleep each day to watch the sunrise from my residence window, which was when I came to a realization of my epiphany. Time. Time is the only things that matter in one’s life. Time is the unit of measurement, not numbers, not money, not anything. I have realized what we as humans are capable of, but there is still one thing we don 't understand. Everything can be bought, but time itself, cannot be bought back. I watched day by day, as my life withers by, thinking of what I could do, instead of what I have to do now, to pursue my goals in this life. I realized the people in the entire world are on borrowed time. My grandparents from both families are gone, before long, my parents will be gone too, then myself along with my …show more content…
All gone from this world, just how life was intended to be. You may recall some people said their life flashed before their eyes, well, I had the similar experience. The only thing we take with us on our dying beds is a flash memory of our entire life of what we have done. Not what we could have done but what we have done. I call it “reflection memory”. From then on, I chose to not waste any time on unnecessary tasks and to pursue the one that truly matters to me. The protection of my family. I want my last memory in this life, is to see myself provide my family a safe life while letting them pursue their dreams in peace. By giving me permission back into this institution, it will definitely save me time I do not have from the foundation term process. I understand I was given a chance to prove myself during the winter term period, but with the short given time and certain teaching methods of certain