Everyone around me seems happy, so i convince myself i am happy too. i am able to smile and laugh, but it doesn’t last long. I eventually go home, sit in my room and feel all alone. A dark cloud hangs over my bed. Everything breaks down and crumbles around me. People say they care and it is nice to know I’m loved but it doesn’t change how i feel. i am always grumpy and everyone, close friends and even some people i barely know ask me why I’m grumpy. my automatic response “I’m just tired” you know what I’m tired of?? tired of crying myself to sleep five days a week. tired of being sad. tired of pretending I’m happy. tired of feeling crazy. tired of the constant memories that break my heart. tired of not feeling good enough. tired of feeling empty. tired of missing things and people. tired of being all alone. I’m fucking tired of being
Everyone around me seems happy, so i convince myself i am happy too. i am able to smile and laugh, but it doesn’t last long. I eventually go home, sit in my room and feel all alone. A dark cloud hangs over my bed. Everything breaks down and crumbles around me. People say they care and it is nice to know I’m loved but it doesn’t change how i feel. i am always grumpy and everyone, close friends and even some people i barely know ask me why I’m grumpy. my automatic response “I’m just tired” you know what I’m tired of?? tired of crying myself to sleep five days a week. tired of being sad. tired of pretending I’m happy. tired of feeling crazy. tired of the constant memories that break my heart. tired of not feeling good enough. tired of feeling empty. tired of missing things and people. tired of being all alone. I’m fucking tired of being