I gave up in the early months of trying to breastfeed because I couldn’t express milk fast enough resulting in mastitis of my left breast. There were family members and friends around me all day making me very shy and embarrassed to nurse my son. After being admitted into the hospital for three days to get the infection out, I could no longer breastfeed and this made me feel like a failure as a new mother. I developed mastitis because the milk was being left in the glands of my breast and turned into bacteria from sitting all day without being pumped or nursed out by my son. Because of this big shaming Fest and negative controversy over public indecency, and me not wanting to offend anyone around me I put myself in danger. I put other people’s feelings and personal judgment above what was most important in the first place, my son getting
I gave up in the early months of trying to breastfeed because I couldn’t express milk fast enough resulting in mastitis of my left breast. There were family members and friends around me all day making me very shy and embarrassed to nurse my son. After being admitted into the hospital for three days to get the infection out, I could no longer breastfeed and this made me feel like a failure as a new mother. I developed mastitis because the milk was being left in the glands of my breast and turned into bacteria from sitting all day without being pumped or nursed out by my son. Because of this big shaming Fest and negative controversy over public indecency, and me not wanting to offend anyone around me I put myself in danger. I put other people’s feelings and personal judgment above what was most important in the first place, my son getting