I am a teenager and I abhor admitting that hormonal fluctuations cause temporary changes in my mood and attitude. That is simply a side effect of life that coincides with existing and growing and changing. One day after school I was near menstruation, which more times than not causes me to be in an imbalanced emotional state. I was upset and unhappy with life for no valuable reason, and it was horrible to be drowning in an emotion that I had no desire for. I love life, and people, and communication. Therefore no one deserves me in a state where I cannot provide my best self. Nonetheless, I felt stressed and anxious so I vomit wrote before taking my shower. When I vomit write, the process is very similar to actual vomiting. There is a release
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I have had many days like this one. Usually before I begin menstruation I have apparent mood swings. I fall into a disgusting slump and it causes me to even feel dislike of myself. I love people and my family, and in a normal state one may say that I am overly optimistic. This is why when I become irritable from hormonal changes, I enjoy hibernating because it puts me at a lower risk of being offensive towards my loved ones and later regretting it. I completely value respect and integrity, so it disgusts me when I cannot produce those two qualities at full …show more content…
To dig my ditch a little deeper, I played sad music and denied the joy of the Lord that I know resides in my heart. I despise self-pity, so I made myself believe that the situation was more sophisticated than that. Every female menstruates for heaven 's sake, and there I was thinking my life was over! It is amazing how hypocritical we are when it comes to defending and evaluating ourselves. If another person was emotional from hormones, I would simply tell them to pray. Jesus is almighty and far more faithful than I, yet the last thing I did was pray and seek his direction because it was easier at the time to continue to fall and loathe in
I have had many days like this one. Usually before I begin menstruation I have apparent mood swings. I fall into a disgusting slump and it causes me to even feel dislike of myself. I love people and my family, and in a normal state one may say that I am overly optimistic. This is why when I become irritable from hormonal changes, I enjoy hibernating because it puts me at a lower risk of being offensive towards my loved ones and later regretting it. I completely value respect and integrity, so it disgusts me when I cannot produce those two qualities at full …show more content…
To dig my ditch a little deeper, I played sad music and denied the joy of the Lord that I know resides in my heart. I despise self-pity, so I made myself believe that the situation was more sophisticated than that. Every female menstruates for heaven 's sake, and there I was thinking my life was over! It is amazing how hypocritical we are when it comes to defending and evaluating ourselves. If another person was emotional from hormones, I would simply tell them to pray. Jesus is almighty and far more faithful than I, yet the last thing I did was pray and seek his direction because it was easier at the time to continue to fall and loathe in