That person no longer exists, she is a memory and she influences a part of who I am today. We have reverted back to being acquaintances and she marvels at how I’ve been in her life longer than any of her other friends. There are many types of attraction; sexual, aesthetic, and pragmatic, to name a few, but this was a sort of attraction I have never felt before and may never feel again. The want to be around her pulled me in so tightly those first couple of years that I still shake with anticipation when I dwell on those memories. A feeling so outstanding, can only be defined as a first love. The idea haunts me that she never felt the same way, but an even more intimidating realization is that I will never
That person no longer exists, she is a memory and she influences a part of who I am today. We have reverted back to being acquaintances and she marvels at how I’ve been in her life longer than any of her other friends. There are many types of attraction; sexual, aesthetic, and pragmatic, to name a few, but this was a sort of attraction I have never felt before and may never feel again. The want to be around her pulled me in so tightly those first couple of years that I still shake with anticipation when I dwell on those memories. A feeling so outstanding, can only be defined as a first love. The idea haunts me that she never felt the same way, but an even more intimidating realization is that I will never