Talking About Holding A Conversation Essay

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I find it funny when guys say that they don’t like girls that talk too much; isn 't it like saying I 'd rather a physically attractive chick with low intelligence, that cannot hold a conversation?

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Talking about holding a conversation, sometimes that can get hard for me to do (it depends on the subject of course!) . For some reason everything reminds me of something and some something’s sometimes remind me of everything… at times a word, a name, a phrase, an object, a gesture, etc. will start a song in my head or remind me of a quote from a movie, a TV show, or make me want to draw or paint it out, or make me think about a thousand other things. Other times a word, a name, a phrase, an object, a gesture, etc. will remind me of a past event, past feelings, thoughts, or other and a flow of memories and emotions surge to invade my entire being (when these are positive it’s all good, but when they aren’t it really, really sucks!!!). I’m not saying I can 't follow a conversation, I’m just saying that there’s a whole lot going on in my head at the same time!
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My past has forged me, well part of me, and for the past 3 yrs i’ve been working on letting go of some things to be able to move on, to breathe, to just “be”. What’s great about these past 3 years is that i’ve learned so much: I’m not perfect and that’s ok (well most days it is haha), I’m not the best at dealing with my emotions and that’s ok I’ll get there, I also realized that everything happens for a reason but that there’s no point in trying to find the reason, or trying to find the recipe for happiness, because the more I try to look for them, to define them, the more confused I

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