She was the closest person to me after my parents; I should’ve appreciate her more. If I knew about her disease sooner, I would’ve not leave her alone and break our promise. I would have spent most of my time with her like we used to do. No matter how hard I was studying, I still feel like I am the careless person who never knew what happened to her friend. I became speechless when her mother told me that she did not want to tell me about the tumor because she did not want me to worry about her. I started to blame myself for not being able to be a good friend. For the rest of school year I could not concentrate on my studying because I kept thought about Maria every time I want to begin to study. I should not put away my friendship because of the school. As I was so busy concentrated on getting good grades that I lost my friend and my teenage years. Now I am regretting my decision to abandon everything because of one thing. I kept asking myself; why did I not ask Maria to study with me? If I did that, we could have spent most of our time with each other and get good grades
She was the closest person to me after my parents; I should’ve appreciate her more. If I knew about her disease sooner, I would’ve not leave her alone and break our promise. I would have spent most of my time with her like we used to do. No matter how hard I was studying, I still feel like I am the careless person who never knew what happened to her friend. I became speechless when her mother told me that she did not want to tell me about the tumor because she did not want me to worry about her. I started to blame myself for not being able to be a good friend. For the rest of school year I could not concentrate on my studying because I kept thought about Maria every time I want to begin to study. I should not put away my friendship because of the school. As I was so busy concentrated on getting good grades that I lost my friend and my teenage years. Now I am regretting my decision to abandon everything because of one thing. I kept asking myself; why did I not ask Maria to study with me? If I did that, we could have spent most of our time with each other and get good grades