I find myself becoming increasingly unsure about my life every day I go to work. I feel myself stagnating. I no longer enjoy the simple pleasures that life has to offer. School is one of the only ways to better myself and I am finding that taking classes while working full-time may have been more than I bargained for. I am made abundantly aware of my lack of significance in this world with every passing moment. I try to find some sort of greater meaning in my actions every day, while working, and while attending class. I have started to come to terms with these thoughts and feeling as being destructive in nature. I am working on finding the causes that are influencing them so that I can better understand how to counteract them. By staying positive
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I started taking life seriously at what I would consider an age a little too late. My drive and work ethic have me wanting more without having to put in the required years it takes to complete school or advance in my career. While I should be proud of what I have accomplished, I can only see it as not being enough. Sitting in the same job, trying to finish school as quickly as possible thinking about where I would have been by now had I taken my education more seriously is pointless, but gives me great unease. I need to work on my individual growth as a person, be it just learning to accept that school takes time to accomplish and careers take time to build. Going to class and doing well, along with fulfilling all work-related responsibilities will contribute to my growth. I will stop thinking about the past and what could have been, and start focusing on what I am achieving right now and what will come from my present struggles. If I can manage to obtain a sense of certainty and contribution, it would definitely add to the feeling of …show more content…
I am going to start focusing on things that I have control over in the present, and expand from there. I will start contributing more to the things that I can. I am hoping to find more satisfaction from work by looking at things in a more positive light. Doing these things will hopefully allow me to better grow into the person I want to be. Putting into effect these positive changes will translate into what I hope will be finding significance in what I do for a living, along with how I live my
I started taking life seriously at what I would consider an age a little too late. My drive and work ethic have me wanting more without having to put in the required years it takes to complete school or advance in my career. While I should be proud of what I have accomplished, I can only see it as not being enough. Sitting in the same job, trying to finish school as quickly as possible thinking about where I would have been by now had I taken my education more seriously is pointless, but gives me great unease. I need to work on my individual growth as a person, be it just learning to accept that school takes time to accomplish and careers take time to build. Going to class and doing well, along with fulfilling all work-related responsibilities will contribute to my growth. I will stop thinking about the past and what could have been, and start focusing on what I am achieving right now and what will come from my present struggles. If I can manage to obtain a sense of certainty and contribution, it would definitely add to the feeling of …show more content…
I am going to start focusing on things that I have control over in the present, and expand from there. I will start contributing more to the things that I can. I am hoping to find more satisfaction from work by looking at things in a more positive light. Doing these things will hopefully allow me to better grow into the person I want to be. Putting into effect these positive changes will translate into what I hope will be finding significance in what I do for a living, along with how I live my