I called out to Christopher. No answer. I called out again after some time. No answer. I was getting concerned, so I went upstairs to find him. His bedroom door was open, but he wasn’t inside. I opened my bedroom door and there he was, curled up in a ball on the bed, looking very sick. He had been sick, he threw up on the bed I also saw the cupboard was open. Oh no. “What are you doing? Those are….” I shouted and cursed. But I wasn’t angry at him, I was angry at myself, for letting this all happen. I let my own anger and hatred hurt my son. I started crying, trying to apologize and touching him lightly on the shoulder. Then I tried to
I called out to Christopher. No answer. I called out again after some time. No answer. I was getting concerned, so I went upstairs to find him. His bedroom door was open, but he wasn’t inside. I opened my bedroom door and there he was, curled up in a ball on the bed, looking very sick. He had been sick, he threw up on the bed I also saw the cupboard was open. Oh no. “What are you doing? Those are….” I shouted and cursed. But I wasn’t angry at him, I was angry at myself, for letting this all happen. I let my own anger and hatred hurt my son. I started crying, trying to apologize and touching him lightly on the shoulder. Then I tried to