I started researching my type of hair and how to take care of it properly and wore my afro out to school. There was a little part of me that was afraid of the reaction, but the other part of me that didn’t care was too strong. I was tired of feeling ashamed of my different features, I was different and that was what made me unique. No other person in my school looked like me and that was what made me stand out in the crowd, and I started to appreciate that. I also started working out over the summer, I wasn’t happy with my outer appearance . I couldn’t have this new outlook on life and new found personality with a body that didn’t match. And I wouldn’t achieve a new body by wishing for it, so I worked for it. And by the end of summer I had lost a total of twenty four pounds. It felt amazing and I felt so confident, I walked with my head held high and looked people straight in the eye. I was enjoying life and everybody started noticing. I began making more friends and started getting invited to more and more social events. I was having the time of my life, even cheerleading was getting better. I had been practicing and working on my technique, my improvement skyrocketed out of nowhere and I earned a position on varsity. I felt so blessed, everything was going my way and I was finally becoming the person who I wanted to be. All along I had felt there was more to me than just the title of the ugly, awkward black girl and I finally found what it was. I was able to look in the mirror and smile, I was content with myself as a whole. Everything was going to be alright and I knew it, I had no worries or doubts about
I started researching my type of hair and how to take care of it properly and wore my afro out to school. There was a little part of me that was afraid of the reaction, but the other part of me that didn’t care was too strong. I was tired of feeling ashamed of my different features, I was different and that was what made me unique. No other person in my school looked like me and that was what made me stand out in the crowd, and I started to appreciate that. I also started working out over the summer, I wasn’t happy with my outer appearance . I couldn’t have this new outlook on life and new found personality with a body that didn’t match. And I wouldn’t achieve a new body by wishing for it, so I worked for it. And by the end of summer I had lost a total of twenty four pounds. It felt amazing and I felt so confident, I walked with my head held high and looked people straight in the eye. I was enjoying life and everybody started noticing. I began making more friends and started getting invited to more and more social events. I was having the time of my life, even cheerleading was getting better. I had been practicing and working on my technique, my improvement skyrocketed out of nowhere and I earned a position on varsity. I felt so blessed, everything was going my way and I was finally becoming the person who I wanted to be. All along I had felt there was more to me than just the title of the ugly, awkward black girl and I finally found what it was. I was able to look in the mirror and smile, I was content with myself as a whole. Everything was going to be alright and I knew it, I had no worries or doubts about