Carole followed it with, “There’s no turning back now just hide what you can.” It was too late. Dad rushed in and barked, “What the hell is going on in here?” Carole and I stammered, but the words didn’t come. Soon, large hands grabbed us both by the hair, grabbed our heads and smashed them together, forehead to forehead. The pain seared my brain, and for a long moment, I couldn’t get my bearings or stabilize my balance. “You idiots woke me up! Can’t you tell I was sleeping? How inconsiderate. For once, I wish you would just think! Now get this Goddamn mess cleaned up and get it cleaned up now!”
I knew better and should have bitten my tongue; but I was 16, and sixteen year olds push, past barriers, past expectations and certainly past injustices. Fun wasn’t allowed in this house in this place. This place was not home; itwas hell, and the horrors endured here were unbearable. The people who inhabited the space here were not family members, but cellmates. Real families don’t treat each other this way. I know, because I had heard how they play games and go to lunch and hang out together. Sometimes they bowl or go to the movies. No, this definitely was not