He wants to keep up his honest image to the others, but that all dissolves once the witch hunt starts and his own façade is broken. He is a man who wants all his sins to be forgiven, even if it comes at the cost of his life. The society used to see him as a man to be looked up to and respected, but that became inverted as the trials revealed him as an adulterer and a liar. Still, he manages to respect himself up to the point of his death even if no one else in the society
He wants to keep up his honest image to the others, but that all dissolves once the witch hunt starts and his own façade is broken. He is a man who wants all his sins to be forgiven, even if it comes at the cost of his life. The society used to see him as a man to be looked up to and respected, but that became inverted as the trials revealed him as an adulterer and a liar. Still, he manages to respect himself up to the point of his death even if no one else in the society