My desires have changed from merely carnal ones to those of God. I am absolutely assured that I have been called, primarily, by God. This call was absolutely irresistible. I do not remember a particular time in which I “chose God”, as I have desired for God sense an early age. I am eternally grateful for God’s calling and election, an election that I am wholly not worthy of. Further, I have experience a secondary call in my life. This secondary call has become clear within the past two years of my life, although I have experienced the desire for vocational ministry throughout my life. As I eagerly desire to learn about my God and worship Him with more understanding, I have enrolled at DBU to study theology. This, as I see it, is not a means to an end but an end in itself. Of course, it will indeed prepare me for a particular ministry, but the primary reason in which I have chosen to study theology is to broaden my understanding of the God whom has called me and whom I love. If my theological studies do not take me anywhere in my career, it will still be of the utmost importance. I seek to study God over all things. This, however, I believe to also be my secondary calling. I have experience a call to be a vocational minister. I have entertained the idea of becoming a bi-vocational minister and have even tried such a career, but God, in His sovereignty, has not allowed me to prevail. God has shut almost all doors which lead to anything other than becoming a vocational minister. I am sure of this broad call, but I am unsure of how this may play out in my life. I am certain that my secondary call is one to be a vocational minister. I am unsure what role I will assume within the church. I have been gifted in deep theological thinking, teaching abilities and musical abilities. For the past two years I have led music within the church, I feel this is a great part of my calling but that it is not the entire calling. I
My desires have changed from merely carnal ones to those of God. I am absolutely assured that I have been called, primarily, by God. This call was absolutely irresistible. I do not remember a particular time in which I “chose God”, as I have desired for God sense an early age. I am eternally grateful for God’s calling and election, an election that I am wholly not worthy of. Further, I have experience a secondary call in my life. This secondary call has become clear within the past two years of my life, although I have experienced the desire for vocational ministry throughout my life. As I eagerly desire to learn about my God and worship Him with more understanding, I have enrolled at DBU to study theology. This, as I see it, is not a means to an end but an end in itself. Of course, it will indeed prepare me for a particular ministry, but the primary reason in which I have chosen to study theology is to broaden my understanding of the God whom has called me and whom I love. If my theological studies do not take me anywhere in my career, it will still be of the utmost importance. I seek to study God over all things. This, however, I believe to also be my secondary calling. I have experience a call to be a vocational minister. I have entertained the idea of becoming a bi-vocational minister and have even tried such a career, but God, in His sovereignty, has not allowed me to prevail. God has shut almost all doors which lead to anything other than becoming a vocational minister. I am sure of this broad call, but I am unsure of how this may play out in my life. I am certain that my secondary call is one to be a vocational minister. I am unsure what role I will assume within the church. I have been gifted in deep theological thinking, teaching abilities and musical abilities. For the past two years I have led music within the church, I feel this is a great part of my calling but that it is not the entire calling. I