I was so happy to hear his voice but all he wanted to do was get out of jail. That meant paying the bail with money we didn 't have. I tried telling him how AJ was doing but all he said was "Yeah, that 's great Alena but tell me once you get me out." I couldn 't belive him. I didn 't pay his bail. I felt torn in two. I 'm his "number one" and "his rock." How could I not help him? But in reality I felt like he should be there, to learn some kind of lesson. How could I say that about my dad? I almost feel bad for saying it. Every time that phone rang, my breathing grew faster, my stomach felt sick. I just kept ringing and ringing and ringing. I, almost in an anxiety attack, left the house. As I opened the front door it was like I could breath again. I shut the door and I couldn 't hear the phone anymore. I took in the details of my front yard, the wind was blowing softly like a
I was so happy to hear his voice but all he wanted to do was get out of jail. That meant paying the bail with money we didn 't have. I tried telling him how AJ was doing but all he said was "Yeah, that 's great Alena but tell me once you get me out." I couldn 't belive him. I didn 't pay his bail. I felt torn in two. I 'm his "number one" and "his rock." How could I not help him? But in reality I felt like he should be there, to learn some kind of lesson. How could I say that about my dad? I almost feel bad for saying it. Every time that phone rang, my breathing grew faster, my stomach felt sick. I just kept ringing and ringing and ringing. I, almost in an anxiety attack, left the house. As I opened the front door it was like I could breath again. I shut the door and I couldn 't hear the phone anymore. I took in the details of my front yard, the wind was blowing softly like a